Wednesday, August 16, 2006
maybe..
hmm yesterday kinda had a small argument with my darling.. we both were in the wrong..he not happy with me den i was also mad at him den ended up we argued..i dun like it when he dun cai wo so ended up we had an argument. hmm it's jus irrational.. i guess..den todae the same thing happened again.. i ate vinegar coz of that pull-up bar.. it was the first time i made a request and got rejected la den he rather go do pull up.. to sae the truth i was utterly disappointed.. i knew he had his reasons and i was suppose to be able to understand but ppl in love dun usually think rationally but apparently it took me quite some time to simmer down. i questioned myself y we kinda bicker again.. i dun like it when we quarrel..sometimes it's jus us wanting to be together and when we do we dunno wad to sae.. i onli noe he is a great bf, he cares for me and i'm proud to sae that he's mine but now i'm beginning to lose confidence in myself.. hmm maybe it's true that a fragile heart being broken too many times would not be completely healed or put in place eventually.. i wanna sae i'm sorrie for being such an selfish and emotional gf.. sorrie dear..
*amelia*10:29:00 PM;